So as some of you already know, I had been absolutely dreading this weekend! I had agreed to attend a bit of a family get together. Most of these people I hadn’t seen in 10-15 years! We’re not an especially close knit family to say the least and my nuclear family and myself are very different people to that lot (my Mum could be considered a “black sheep”). Of course, this was also the first time my OH had met most of them, and he was absolutely shitting himself as I had been dreading it all week and lets say I hadn’t exactly made the prospect seem appealing!
It was an afternoon of no swearing, smoking or talking about my job. Haha! Thankfully there was wine at least. It was to be expected that they would ask about my job, and I think I got through it alright. I do a lot of roleplay on cam, so my acting skills must be pretty good! 😉 There were SO many questions though, so bloody inquisitive! And I had to talk to everyone pretty much individually and then it got brought up again when we were all chatting together! Nightmare and a half.
They are just so conservative, and rather religious… (grace was said). Yes, so it was rather painful. Had to go to the pub for a few when we got back!!
I told you that I don’t escort. But then I get the question “Why not?”. To many of you, the fact that I am in a long committed relationship suffices to explain why I don’t. Great, however there are escorts out there, plenty of them, who do have long time boyfriends or in fact husbands. Good for them, good that they can do that. I however, wouldn’t want to do that to my guy, and he wouldn’t be happy if I did. Yes, I did say that if I need to ask permission to do things, that I wouldn’t want to be in a relationship with someone in the first place. That still stands true, but I think we can all agree that webcamming is a little bit different from actually fucking random people regularly for money.
So what if I was single then? Would I? That’s a tough one. I don’t honestly know. It is something that has crossed my mind, but I really don’t know if I would or not. In my own mind, I’m not entirely convinced that I’m cut out for escorting. I’m far from being a shallow person, if that’s what you think I mean. I’m not. Especially since I started webcamming. Why is that? I see every shape size and colour on cam, and if I thought everyone was hideous it wouldn’t be very much fun, now would it? I always see something attractive in another, whether that’s someone’s sparkly green eyes, their cheeky grin, their spankable ass. There’s something uniquely gorgeous about each and every person! Sounds a bit cliche-like, but I believe that it’s true.
It’s not that. In my head, I think I’d need to be a tough bitch to escort. Essentially I’m a nice, sensitive lassie. I don’t know if I could deal with what I perceive to be a weird artificial situation like an escort meet. But then again, you don’t know until you try. So who knows? I have great respect for the girls who escort successfully and also fully enjoy their encounters, so don’t think for a moment that I’m dissing them, I’m merely saying that I don’t think it’s for me.
First things first – You may have already read this, but as of the 15th, when the next newsletter is scheduled to go out, things will be changing. One thing, they will not necessarily be monthly. They might be, but may also be weekly, or whenever I have something to tell you. Up until now I was displaying my offers on the website itself, but as of the 15th, my special offers will be available only to my special subscribers. This is no biggie, it’s free to sign up for my newsletters and you can do so over on the right hand side of this page. You will receive info about any deals running, and you will also get first view at some select photos, and whatever else I feel like at the time! So there you go. Do it!!
I added a couple of pics to my gallery today, including the one featured in this post. What do you think? I had a bizarre yet exciting experience of taking part in a photo-shoot via webcam with an English photographer for one of her projects (I’m not sure if she’d like me to link back to her, so I shalln’t at the moment). I’ve never dealt with a photographer before even in real life. All my photos are either taken by myself or by my OH, and I’ve never worked with a professional. And for it to be in such an unorthodox manner, via Skype! And yeah, don’t worry, it wasn’t some naked sweaty bloke masquerading as a female photographer! I’m very careful when it comes to strange requests!
A quick wee video for those of you who have not seen me live! Apologies, as YouTube seems to eat up some of my video quality when I upload there, weird. And yes, it was only a quick wee video so I wasn’t bothered too much about lighting. Oops! But the idea is simple, hear my voice and see me moving more than I do in photos!
I’ve just signed up for WebcamModels UK, feel free to click on the banner and then vote for me! 😉
First of all, my special offer has changed. See here. As soon as I posted a blog post yesterday about the old deal, it was immediately gone! So what’s the score now? Free photosets of your choice for camshows of 15 minutes or longer, more sets the longer a show you get. The story with my special offers is that they are there however long I feel like it and then they will change to whatever I have in mind. The best thing to do is keep checking back in case it’s something that interests you!
I had the opticians today. What fun. It’s something I have been neglecting. I had way too many contact lenses being delivered, to the point where they have lasted me several years. I was on the very last when I finally phoned the opticians up and made an appointment. I miss the little hot air balloon from when I was a kid… Does anyone remember that? There was a bunch of new tests that I’ve never done before – peripheral vision test? Never done that before. I had to wear a pirateque eye-patch for it, which took me back! When I was a kid I had to wear an eye-patch because of my lazy eye. Yes, I got cute little stickers for putting on top of the patches, but it still wasn’t very nice. 🙁 Poor wee me. And it never worked either. Anyway! Enough about how blind I am without medical aid!
I was contemplating filming today, but I’m not quite in the zone. I have however planned and mapped out the filming that I will be doing tomorrow. Today, I am going to crack open a beer, put on some tunes (my tastes range from classical, to eclectic, to somewhat questionable!) and make a batch of moussaka. Yummy! Don’t tell anyone you shouldn’t, or they’ll be knocking on my door demanding some, and I could just eat it all by myself!