Over two years I haven’t been the best camgirl. 🙁 I’ve procrastinated, I’ve slept in, I’ve gone to bed early! I’ve had one great day only to take the next two off. I’ve taken days off thinking I’d make it up the day after! I’ve not been available when I’ve meant to be. I keep meaning to upgrade my computer (which I still haven’t done!) None of which bodes very well! I’ve dallied with videos, skype, various camsites…
I was primarily going to upgrade hardware in order to cam on Streamate. However I seem to have it all working great anyway. The other reason was that I wanted to do more videos, more effectively and more quickly. However, looking at videos… the enjoyment I get from doing them doesn’t make up for the time VS revenue that I generate from them. The same goes for photos, more so! So, I’ve got to stop and think. I want to be doing what I enjoy the most, and what rewards me the most for my time. Hence videos are kind of getting the chop. At least for the moment while I concentrate just on camming.
I’ve pretty much given up on Indy sites, and all sites other than Adultwork and Streamate. Adultwork is not as good for me just now, so it’s on the back burner. I’m still doing Skype shows through Adultwork, but as I am unable with my upload speed to stream to two websites simultaneously, I cannot be logging in for DirectCam. Funnily enough, things went rather quiet for me there from last month when the site was down for 3 days after a hack. Many guys gave up and didn’t come back, and I and others have suffered for it. I love playing and performing on cam, and chatting to you boys. It fucking sucks logging in and not knowing if I will or not have a fun time.
Did I mention I finally made payout on Imlive? I actually logged on and got the $2 I needed! So that’s that account getting abandoned. Next on my list is MGF, need to get out of there. Funny isn’t it, I was talking about needing more eggs in baskets, and essentially I had way too many eggs in lots of different baskets. The problem is, they were mostly bad eggs! So now, I’m concentrating on what works well for me, and not paying much time or attention to the rest.
Another fatality of my new thinking is my website. Sort of. It’s not going anywhere, don’t worry! But I was writting a blog every week, doing a Youtube video every week, all while working on behind the scenes stuff making the site better. Well, that’s a lot of time just to entertain people who may or may not come and see me elsewhere, and I have not gotten so much feedback as to warrant carrying on like that… I love my site though, and want to get it ranking higher still. But entries are down to once a week – Mondays. This will vary between a video and a text entry. I hope you’ll continue to enjoy them.
Skype is another one. I’ve already stated my feeling on this matter, I have been on a few times this week too, so it’s not out the window, and I don’t plan for it to be. But I’ve had to make some changes, as you’ve probably already read.
Don’t know if any of this actually interests anyone. Haha! Oh well, let this be a diary entry rather than a blog entry! 😉 Anyway, enough of my rambling!